Jessica Abel's free book club for Growing Gills is only on Facebook. That's a bummer. She does add the live video recordings to her blog.
Personally, I am unsure if I am ready for the book. The introduction has you track your time for 2 weeks. This is incredibly difficult for me. I have so much #shame around #productivity and the time-tracking exercise is certainly feeding that #MentalHealth issue.
My mind is on fire at the moment. I want to paint. I want to add more designs to my t-shirt store, I wan to schedule some more podcasts...
It's a bit overwhelming. I get anxious like this and collapse. I end up doing very little because I do not know where to start.
A reminder to my Edmonton peeps here. I am doing my first art show as part of a collective at The Works on March 20!
Live music, a dancer, drinks, and 13 artists. Come check it out. The tickets are here and support a good cause-- https://www.eventbrite.ca/e/cal-presents-the-color-of-pomegranates-tickets-91384542627?aff=efbeventtix
The watercolor painting I did is of the basement of the house I grew up in. My mother occasionally threatened to bring me downstairs and use the belt on me if I was misbehaving.
Talking about punishing myself because that's how child me has learned to adult.
I haven't been posting a lot of #mastoart lately because I have been doing some secretive #watercolor work. I am making a cookbook to give as gifts to people. I am sort of strapped for cash thanks to my #MentalHealth and student loans.
When the cookbook is done, maybe I will drop the pages in my NextCloud and share the link for those of you interested. Maybe I'll print one and send it to you if you're really interested. After all, paper is inexpensive to post.
Fingerless gloves from a small loom. I liked this project. I probably shouldn't be posting a picture because somebody will likely get them as a gift this Xmas. I am just proud of my work.
Typical me-- feeling guilty for enjoying knitting when I should be working to make money. Student loans are stressing me out and I am engaging in self-hate.
Two more days of an intense #MentalHealth peer support certification course. I am learning so much!
At the same time I am fading fast. Not sleeping in my own bed and being away from home is having an impact.
The things @anildash says on this #MentalHealth podcast about ways to improve social networks would be interesting to test in the #fediverse Devs like @dansup and @Gargron are already doing some of it, but Dash has some other insights.
It's been a while, but I've been avoiding #Meditation because I've been using it to do work. Working with emotions if very hard. So, I created a guided meditation to work with my emotions. Have a listen if you think it would help you.
I sent an email to a potential interview for the new #MentalHealth podcast. This one is a big reach and I'm nervous about rejection, but I am so worried about failing at making this happen that I have push myself. Wish me luck.
Got patch cables for my new compressor. Um, wow. This makes a difference. Woo.
I think this will take more concentration to get a decent sound out of my voice then I have at the moment. I'm not at my best #MentalHealth
So, maybe tomorrow I will play more, or record a new mantra.
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